thanks for all the kind words everyone
ive already had 2 episodes since ive been home , had one out of town when i brought the wifey to an emergency dentist appointment, went directly to the hospital where they said i had a panic attack lol . i asked how can it be a panic attack when my heart rate is 40(much lower before i got there) , dizzy, cold sweats and pain in my neck and arms ?
i never told the doctor that i lived with my basket case money grabbing crazy ex that had panic attacks all the time. panic attacks create high heart rates. so i lost patience and discharged myself.
i just got out of bed now after having another one today after getting some grub for the ever-hungry kids, basically im just gonna play on the computer and watch TV until my regular doctor gets home from holidays in 5 days. im gonna request that i be sent to Toronto and see the best doctors we have in the country, doctors(possibly upgraded vetenarians) up here are not taking me seriously because im only 39 and in great physical condition with no family history of heart disease.
shakes are a bit better but i still missed you MMB and mommyTTG today when you guys put some scratches in my newly painted hull. instead of well wishes i will be accepting any donations in the form of gold